Why is it that people think you must be happy all the damn time? I'm not happy and guess what I'm okay with not being happy. I've accepted that life isn't all rainbows and cotton candy. I'm at peace with the fact that I'm gonna face hardships. But I'm don't feel the need to run around with a big grin on my face 24/7.
If I want to put up a pic like the one above on my bbm then why can't I? Why does it have to mean that I'm maladjusted or that something is wrong with me? The pic to me represents the happy front that everyone puts on (the mask) and the fact that underneath all that plastic fascade are the scars of life. What's wrong with having scars? It only serves to prove that you've lived and experienced life to its fullest...ups and downs included.
Anyhoo..its not me u have to be worried about remember I'm at piece with the fact that shit is gonna happen. Its the ppl who go around suppressing the bad and fronting like life is the sweetest thing that u gotta worry about. They don't cope well...they're the maladjusted ones...they're the ones that u find in A&E after they dun drink 5L of coolant and slit their wrists with their family saying "I don't understand she was such a happy child" (yeah one of my med stories...fuk up thing is that the treatment for coolant poisoning is ethanol so what did they give the suicidal girl as a cure...a bottle of rum to drink plus they shot it up into her veins...why because rum is....dum dum dum....ethanol!!!! Great idea drunking off the person that just tried to off herself).
Anyhoo that's my rant. All I'm saying is I'm not happy, I don't expect to be happy so when shit comes my way I can deal and when great things come my way I'm even more grateful than u fakers :-p
(Hehehe..this is too cute)
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